guess who's crying again?

I have realized I'm a very retarded kid. I have every reason in the world to be happy, but I'm sad. Dumb hypocritical teenager, right?

In good news, I get to go to the midnight showing of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince(yay!), get to go to Disneyland the week after that(double yay!), then schedule pickup(interesting at least), then after that is the con(maybe post some pics?). Which I am uber excited for by the way. And after that school starts again, I'm actually happy for it this year.

I'm really excited to see the ocean, it's been a REALLY long time. I asked to go almost 2 years ago for my birthday, and this is what I got. Whatever, better late than never, right?

See, I'm a tard. But, I want to be good enough, ya know? It bugs after a while, it really does. and you know what else I want right now, other than ice cream obviously. I just really really really, more than every god damned soul on earth, want a hug from my mommy.

All right, now throw that in my face with a baseball so that I'll shut up and smile, k?